In our life time we go through changes ,we all do, some are good and alot are bad!
I wish I was kidding on that one, but we know that to be true, or we and our world wouldn’t be in this mess that we are in now .
However, life isn’t about pointing fingers, simply put we are all to blame .
The real world is about all you have done or what your going to do. Be it good or bad it makes no difference.
It’s all about the experience you are going through to learn to share ,even the bad things are to be shared , so others don’t go down that same bad path.
When you get to that point in your life where you understand why your world is the way it is
it will make sense. You will be able to see the road you walk on and where you are headed.
Always make sure that you remember you can change your world a heart beat , thats if you don’t like the world your in now. When the time is right, you will find the power to be able to change all the negitive energy that is sucking the life from you.
I was an active alcoholic, and I loved that booze made me feel like I was a King,it didn’t matter who I hurt, pushed away or hit not realizing that I was not the one in control of me .
When we are drunk we open ourselves up to be led by negative thoughts that we have no control over because of the booze. After a night of drinking by myself I woke up the next morning still drunk. I got up, went outside, barfed and when I was done and still standing there I asked myself, “what the hell am I doing? It was then I realized that all of the crap in my world I created because of my drinking! I understood that my life was about to make its first step from the shadow I had been living under.
It has been two years since I walked away from my own prison. The prison of my addiction to alcohol! I did not go to program as I felt I did not need someone to support me or carry me .I just simply knew that it was my time to let go.
For any of you out there when your ready to let go of crap in your life you will just know that your ready from inside you , listen to your heart, it knows you better then you know yourself!
When you are ready to take that first step towards the new you (well, its still you! just upgraded)
you will begin to see more of whats going on, to be able to make the better judgments
and you will see more options in life that were once hidden from you.
In other words you just take off a blindfold of addictions and thats one less to worry about.
I hope this helps you to be stronger in spirit, it has helped me and now I see that it is just another tool to fight the prison of darkness that covers us all.
Thanks for reading what I have to share and please remember to spread love from yourself to the people that share your world with you!
P.S. Don’t forget the animals, they need love too!
“Wandering Eagle” (Dean)
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